Thursday........one more day until Friday - :~).......and two more days closer to missing the Collective Soul concert that Jason promised me three months ago he would take me to. I have wanted to go to a Collective Soul concert for at least 10 years. I decided to pull up their web site last week and OF COURSE they are sold out. I kept reminding him at least 10 times he promised to take me and to get the tickets. I am sure he assumed that I would get them because I always take care of everything. But I was hoping that a surprize would be in order due to all I do for him and the family, nope. Why do I always set myself up for things like this? I know in my heart it will never happen, but deep down in that 'idiot bone' I have I still have an ounce of optimism (that didn't sound very optimistic did it?). I often think that being pessimistic might make life easier sometimes, that way I wouldn't expect anything. I get tired of bitching...doesn't help, it makes me look like a bitch.....but at what point is it okay? I have blogged about this before no one likes a 'negative nelly' but it makes me feel better to write it down on paper.

Thanks for listening...... :~)